never regret [Devan]

[Devan]

i s e e y o u s t a n d i n g h e r e, b u t y o u ' r e s o f a r a w a y
s t a r v i n g f o r y o u r a t t e n t i o n, y o u d o n ' t e v e n k n o w m y n a m e
y o u ' r e g o i n g t h r o u g h s o m u c h

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He sighed when she said truth. Oh lovely. He would be lucky if he lived through this. He had a feeling his little complaints were silly compared to what she was going to have to go through. These were the days he was so happy to be a man. Birth was scary enough from his end. He couldn’t imagine what it would be like from hers. Not to mention trying to get something so big from something so small. He almost shuddered at the thought. ”I am feeling ready to puke, like I’m about to shit, I mean crap, a brick, and worried. But excited all at the same time.” he said correcting himself when he saw Robert glance up. The last thing he needed was their child to start speaking cuss words. Oh how lovely that would be. No doubt Aine’s mother would bitch to no end about that. It seemed the woman really despised him. He didn’t doubt she claimed he was the devil or something stupid.

”Yeah in some ways I’m glad I wasn’t here for Robert’s birth then regretful about not being here all at the same time. Just sorry you had to be here alone. Of course then we didn’t know who the hell he belonged to. But I think the hair was enough of a hint…z” he said hating to bring up that time. That was hardly a decent time for either of them. AT least for him it had not been to pleasant. But the boy sitting at his feet now with bright purple and teal hair was enough of a hint as to whose child he was. At least it wasn’t that stupid crawlers child. No need for anymore of those stupid cross breeds running around now was there?

Devan didn’t go through her mail. Or tried not to. Bills were a different matter when they were address to both of them. Not that they were married but some who knew them assumed they were. It wasn’t that Devan didn’t want to get married it had been so busy he really hadn’t thought of it. He moved in, Aine got pregnant again, they had moved, were landlords now, he was working the night shift as a bartender downtown, Robert was growing like a weed. It just seemed unending. He didn’t really know what to say about the whole thing. There was no excuse for them not to get married. Gifted commonly did. Unlike shifters and crawlers. It just didn’t seem like the species wanted to.

Speeeeech!

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[Aine]

She nodded as he went on about how he truly felt. Really? If he had been that upset he didn't have to come but she wanted him here. Her eyes narrowed slightly as he went on about the paternity about Robert. It was plainly obvious that he was Devan's and not Ismets. That night had been somewhat of a mistake.

Aine probably had already been pregnant at the time. "Yeah..well if you don't want to wait I'm sure that I can call you when the baby is going to be here." she smiled softly at him. She wasn't upset but understood what he was trying to say. Taking a drink of her water she sighed softly and leaned back. Really it would be probably another day before the baby would be here.

There wasn't much else she could do other than lay here. "I am goin to nap." she murmured and closed her eyes. It didn't take long for her to fall asleep and she was out. She was just so tired from everything lately. It didn't matter if she had a lot of help or not she still got tired.

[Devan]

He didn’t mean to make her upset but well she wanted the truth didn’t she? He felt honestly ready to puke personally. He felt like an ass for complaining about it but she had asked. Although she tended to know when he was lying unfortunately. He had never known anyone to guess when he was lying and he could lie like a pro when he wanted. When he was drunk maybe not so much but still he tried. Aine just seemed to see right through his rues so he tended to tell her the truth. He guessed it was a mother thing. Poor Robert wouldn’t be getting away with shit when he was older.

He was glad Robert had been his for more then one reason. The fact the boy wasn’t a cross breed and he did love him very much now. It had been rocky when he had first come to live with Aine as a couple but now from what he could tell Robert understood the term ‘dad’ now. Previously it seemed it never clicked with him. Even months and months then one day it was like he figured it out and since then it had gotten better. Much to Devan’s liking. But he knew that Robert would probably always have a closer bond to Aine. For more then one reason besides that she was his mother.

"No I’m gonna stay…" he said feeling guilty for whining like a child. He looked up when she said she was going to nap and nodded looking down at Robert who wanted to play. Devan played with him for a while making sure he stayed quiet before the boy finally fell asleep in Devan’s lap. The boy had his hoodie now since it was a little chilly in the room for the moment. It seemed like it had been days they had been here when it had been a few hours. He wasn’t about to wake the woman although he was trying to find something to occupy his mind while he waited for someone who was sleeping to wake up. He was ready to fall asleep himself if he wasn’t so jumpy.

Devan glanced up at the tiles on the ceiling. He had counted them about seventy times now. That had gotten boring rather quickly though he had kept doing it for some reason. He couldn’t toy with his phone since it was in his pocket and Robert almost woke up every time he moved. Not to mention about five minutes ago it felt it vibrate and make the annoying jungle when it turned off.

"ohmygawd your talking!"
"It's like I can read your mind.."

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[Aine]

She slept soundly for about an hour. She had heard that he was going to stay that made her happy but then if he was going to barf then she'd rather have him out in the hall or something. Though Aine wasn't sure if she'd be able to barf if she saw Devan throw up. Opening her eyes she stretched out as best she could.

Watching the man she sighed softly. He seemed so bored. "You can get something to eat if you want dear..." she said yawning. They came in and checked her yet again making sure everything was alright. Since this was her third pregnancy in about three or four years she was surprised that her body had dilated so quickly. Well she was about seven centimeters so about another two hours or so. Maybe.

Her body might decide to slow down and take another day. She was still tired though. Licking her lips she took a few drinks of her water then looked at him. "What if it turns out to be a boy?" she asked looking at him. She was sure that it was going to be a girl but one never knew until it was out of her. "what's the plan for dinner?" she was hungry and she wanted some food.

[Devan]

Devan sighed and leaned against the back of the chair heavily so it was leaned back slightly resting on the wall. Why the hell did these things take so long? Really? It felt like they had been here for days dammit and he was getting sick of waiting. Honestly he wasn’t meaning to be impatient but well he couldn’t help himself. They had waited a whole damn nine months for this shit and in his mind it wasn’t happening fast enough. Though there was little he could do he was still frustrated and was attempting to contain his impatience along with his frustration to himself so Aine didn’t have to deal with three children.

Devan’s head snapped up and he smiled a little seeing her awake but took a moment to realize what she had said. He couldn’t eat if he tried for the time being. Normally he was like the garbage can of the house. Anything Aine didn’t want he would eat. He didn’t care much of how food was prepared he just liked eating. Though he hadn’t gotten awfully sick when he had grabbed a piece of meat that had been breaded and he hadn’t known it wasn’t cooked. He had eaten the whole thing and was throwing up for a week. He could have sworn the woman would have loved to beat his head in. He hadn’t cared to taste it or look at it. But then again he used to gross everyone out by eating bugs and strange things so it didn’t surprise him that it stuck some when he got older.

Devan tapped his foot before he realized he should probably give her an answer. "Nah, it’s alright. I’d probably puke if I did…" he said making a face. Last thing he needed to remember today was him throwing up his guts when his child was being born. He didn’t need his head in a trash can or toilet. It had been there enough in his life honestly and he was sick of it. Even with how bad of a pun it was.

"So what if it does? Are you opposed to the gender of our child?" he asked chuckling a little. "I mean if it’s a boy it’s a boy. If it’s a girl it’s a girl. You can send it back and get a new one dear." he said with a smile teasing her about sending their baby back. Of course he wasn’t bias either way. He would just be glad the wait was over.

"Um I'm not sure. Should have thought about that. Sorry"] he said smiling sheepishly

"ohmygawd your talking!"
"It's like I can read your mind.."

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notes! Wow um I’m tired just a little bit. Been through a crazy day. Woke up at five got home at ten from the clinic at the barn. Doing that for the next five days.
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[Aine]

She sighed softly as he answered her questions but again she found herself so tired. "I guess we'll just figure it out when the time comes." she said sleepily closing her eyes and drifting off again.

She slept for what seemed like two hours then they came in and she was already to go. Rubbing her eyes she looked to see Devan still in the room. She was not sure what he had been doing but was glad that he was still there as he said he would be. The nurses moved parts of her bed down and away and she was pulled toward the edge. Her contractions were strong by now and if they left her be the baby would be born without her having to push at all. Though that process would be slow.

Sighing she was told that she could start pushing and the nurses helped hold her legs up. Of course due to Robert being in here they pulled a curtain around them half way. Even if he was sleeping. Aine did not exactly want their son seeing her woman bits anyway. Devan could come over though if he wanted to see their baby being born but it might be difficult since Robert was in his lap it seemed.

Whether or not he did come over the woman had to start pushing. She did not scream or moan in pain as they did in the shows, mainly because she could not feel anything. Not a thing. After what seemed like a dozen strong pushes she was told to stop since the baby was crowning and the doctor was walking in. He went behind the curtain without so much as a word to Devan. The man then helped guide the baby out as she pushed a few more times and quickly sucked out stuff from the newborns nose and mouth. "Alright Aine just one more push." the man said and with one more good push the baby came out.

She was a purplish pink in skin color and was placed on Ain'e stomach. It seemed time slowed down for the woman as she looked at the baby and she looked back at her and began crying. Things sped up again as she tried to comfort the little girl. They were stitching her up right now, even if she could heal her body was worn out. Pulling the curtain back the man looked at Devan asking "Would you want to cut the cord?" Aine was given a blanket or a towel of some sort and she used it mainly to put over the baby, there was no reason to wrap her up tight since they were clamping things down on the cord getting ready to cut it. She was just trying to keep her warm.

[Devan]

He gave her a nod before it finally seemed like she was completely asleep. He finally fell asleep himself in the chair trying to get some rest before everything went to craziness.

He only woke up when the people seemed to be moving all about in the room. His eyes met Aine’s for a few brief seconds until the nurses moved parts of her bed down. Was it time? Was it time for their second child to be born? What the hell did he miss now!? Devan moved the little boy around a little to the chair next to him doing his best not to wake him. Robert only stirred slightly and mumbled but still stayed asleep. He had to give the boy that; he was a damn heavy sleeper. Something he was glad for right now. Devan stood up walking over the Aine’s side.

He was no good at this baby thing, or the being born part, he had never been there for that. He wasn’t sure he wanted to be but he wasn’t going to abandon her now. If he had really wanted to he should have earlier. There was little want to really see his child being born but he would stay next to her; not wanting to be insulting.

He watched the doctor walk in not really caring that the man didn’t even look his way once. He ignored the other man as well trying to be more focused on Aine. What a strange job that had to be though. Devan honestly was not that pathetic that he needed to have a job like that to get some. But to each his own right? Devan looked up when the doctor said just one more push.

Devan looked at their daughter, watching Ain’e face, and then looking back to the baby. Devan only nodded slightly when he was asked if he wanted to cut the cord and cut the last physical ties their daughter had to her mother. After nine months, with her being unplanned, she was finally here. It hadn’t seemed like a long time but looking back it seemed so much longer now. He looked over to see their son stirring and walked over picking him up. It was obvious to see the confusion in his eyes. He was wondering what the commotion was about and what the fuss was over. Devan walked back over to Aine with their boy letting him look at his new sister.

”She’s beautiful Aine…”

ohmygawd your talking!
It's like I can read your mind…

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